I Know Him He Knows Me Not

I have a confession to make...

I have a huge crush on a Korean artist. So huge in fact, that I have even seen him in my dreams (Or maybe it was merely a reflection of my desires?)
Does this make sense? I hope it does – even for a few moments.

He is one fifths of a very talented and very famous music group, and I really found him interesting because he has this mysterious and serious aura about him. Though I would want him to stop smoking and drinking, there are a lot of things I have really admired about him.

I have read a lot of articles about him. I have viewed a lot of photos of him (he doesn’t really like selfies, by the way). I have also watched a lot of videos where he appears even for less than a minute. He finds it difficult to look other people in the eye. But his eyes are one of the physical traits that people (including me) notice first. The way he looks at (or looks away) at someone or something is cute for me. He doesn’t like looking scary or bothersome which is why he tries his best to be funny. He really is funny anyway, but I can feel his serious side radiate strongly beyond the comic words and actions. He has few close friends, and these people rarely belong in his age group. He is also seldom seen in public places. Though he can sometimes be seen at clubs and high end places, having a fan taken picture of him spread online is almost to be considered a miracle.

I have mentioned about his habits of alcohol and smoking earlier. He often drowns himself in alcohol (specifically wine) because he feels lonely. He also had experienced bouts of depression, especially when he took on a very emotionally-laden role for a movie. Even his group members found it difficult to approach him because of his mood at that time.
There are a lot more things I can tell (and conclude or hypothesize) about him. Despite this fact, another truth is certain.

He does not know anything about me.

#Love
#Relationships
#Commitment


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